by hiyoko_hikaru on December 24th, 2008, 12:23 am
i don't usually wear clothes that feels uncomfortable to me... i mean... i don't wanna wear something that will not good look on me or something... ehehe... but there's one exception... i'll wear them if my mum says so... sigh
my mom and my auntie use to say to me a lot that i need to buy dress like what other girls buy dress.. and it really ticks me off... cause i don't wanna wear what other people wear... i mean... if you don't wear like the same as them... they say you're out of fashion or something... but if ever you did dress like them... they gonna say that you're copying them... i've experienced it and it annoys the hell out of me... geez... so every time my mom and my auntie tells me to be like those other girls... i always just change the subject... i don't wanna talk about it... and i don't wanna wear something that i don't wanna wear in the first place... sigh...
in here... the teenagers really dress a lot... i mean... just going to the mall... they really wear something so elegant like... hmnn.. i don't really know what that is... it's like... you wear in a formal party or something... hell... they're just going to the shopping centre... sigh... but me... well... i'm more of a baggy clothes type of person... i mostly wear a baggy pants and a t-shirt... and my auntie really hates that... cause in those clothes, i don't look like a lady... even my mum seems to think so too... but once in a while... i do wear something like skirts just to make them happy... and it's kinda embarrasing to wear something like that outside the house cause i don't usually wear skirts and because IT is skirts like SHORT skirts... it's really uncomfortable... although i do feel that it's uncomfortable... i still wear them... sigh... it sucks... just to make them happy... just to make them see me as a real lady and not some boyish girl... i'll wear it... sigh...
wait... does all this saying means anything? i mean does it makes any sense? i don't really know what i'm talking about... ehehe... all i know is that... may it be uncomfortable or comfortable clothes to me, doesn't matter... i'll wear them anything... just for my mum's sake... not for those other people... i don't care what other thinks of my clothing... all i care about is my mum's opinion about it... sigh
"I could see it in your eyes, that you honestly believed that I didn't want you anymore. The most absurd, ridiculous concept --- as if there were any way that I could exist without needing you!"